Be strong

 The girl in the lower left corner got mad fun of at work by customers. They would say that her face is BIG, which I don't agree with. She feels so bad about herself that she wants to resort to surgery to REMOVE parts of her skull in order to change the shape of her face.

 She says people who don't know her in public would say she is ugly.

 The guest of the show is being encouraged by this COMEDIAN to be strong. She shares her experience of bullying.

 Everyone is trying to talk her out of resorting to surgery and that the inside beauty matters more.

 I felt so bad for her while watching this show because I can relate to it. I have not been bullied to this extent, but I have had my share of MEAN girls telling me I am not this and I am not that. There will always be people who will try to bring you down in life for his or her own entertainment. I have learned it the hard way, and if you can't truly embrace yourself by the end of the day. You will always want to get surgery or something for a fix. I know it is easier said than done because you are fighting with your inner demon and self esteem. My sister has also been bullied intensely for her appearance, so I am a bit sensitive to this topic.

I AM WAITING FOR CRIMINAL GIRLS 2!!!!!!!!!! PARTY FAVOR ;)

Growing tired

My birthday is coming up, but there's nothing I'd like to do or want specifically. That is because I don't really feel like there's anything missing in my life. A fancy dinner I asked myself, nah... I haven't had an appetite recently. Go shopping maybe? Nah... I have more than enough of clothes, shoes and purses. All I want to do is spend my birthday with my fam bam Bor Bor. 

I don't know why, but I LOVE HALLOWEEN. I have always wanted to be a WITCH when I was a kid, but never got to be one! When I got older.. I'd just want to dress SEXY for parties and shit you know. Now I just DON'T CARE for parties, I just wanna cook up a halloween themed meal and enjoy my pumpkin treats. LMAO. I was listening to XMAS songs yesterday! WTF... lol. What the fuck, will I buy an ugly christmas sweater next? -___-;;;

Cat beds. TOO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM!

 Pumpkin lol

Monday heat. Terrace house by netflix review

I have been watching "Terrace House" by Netflix. It is like the Japanese "Real Word: Tokyo". I have watched a few seasons of Real World growing up, so I know what the show's pace is usually like. I stopped watching "reality TV" completely after high school because it was the same shit over and over again. Drama, drinking, shit talking, gossips, lies and etc. That formula works, but it got old for me. The pace is not what you'd expect from the standard "Real World". Everyone seems mature for their age, but that's what living in Tokyo (high cost of living and everyone is usually on their own) does and the culture. There won't be crazy parties, clubbing or that sort. They don't all get along perfectly, but they all talk calmly in attempt to resolve issues. I am on episode 8 and it's been pretty interesting so far. Perhaps this is the mature version of "Real World".

5 years ago.. shu uemura absolute essence oil review

I first came across Shu Uemura's products from the salon at my hotel in Vegas nearly 5 years ago. I have been a fan ever since. Their products are bit pricey, but they do work really well. $68 for a bottle of their art of oil, and what makes it so magical?  

"Camellia Oil

The Camellia Japonica is a tree known for its strength, and can survive hundreds of years, withstanding very low temperatures. Very rich in essential lipids, Camellia Oil nourishes and smoothes the hair fiber, protecting it from drying out. It is one of the most rapidly absorbed oils and provides deep nutrition and moisture, imparting a supple and velvety feel.


FRAGRANCE: Camellia Petal
TOP NOTES: Sparkling Grapefruit, Green Almond
MIDDLE NOTES: Fleur-de-lis, Camellia Petals
BASE NOTES: Cosmetic Gourmet, Velvety Musks" - Shu Uemura's official site

I got the bottle that works for hair and body. This is my first time using this formula. However, I have purchased the normal essence absolue for moisture and protection. The scent is the same and there doesn't seem to be a great difference between the two. The scent is light and not perfumey. Their hair line has expanded quite a bit since I first used them, but this is definitely something I'd repurchase in the future. 

 Pumpkin spice cheerios are SOLD OUT here too. God damn.. They're sold out all over bay area according to Target's website. Lol.. what the hell.

First time cooking lamb

Lamb with mashed potatoes. It was really flavorful and juicy. I got them from Whole Foods. 

I ate so much today... haha. I just needed a break from it all, you know!

Ahhh.. I am so sore right now. I need to take a bath! I have been massaging myself with a tennis ball. This sounds kind of dirty!

WHY ME!

 Go away bad luck! I am not superstitious, but damn.. A LOT OF SHIT HAS HAPPENED WITHIN THE LAST 4 - 5 weeks.

I am on the Enies Lobby arc for One Piece now. I have just been watching One Piece. My sister told me to check out Mob Psycho 100 (モブサイコ100^?) and I did! I have seen a few episodes, it has a similar humor to One Punch Man.

BAD Luck!

I have been SO busy this month because of a series of misfortunes. I am dealing with a VERIZON retailer FRAUD aside from car damages which have been repaired. Have you guys heard of a $70 RESTOCKING fee for returning Verizon accessories? Apparently VERIZON's official representative hasn't and their STORE POLICY written on the receipt doesn't either. The store manager and sales were all covering one lie with another. Gosh, I don't even feel like going into this incident right now because it really pissed me off! I'd rather give my 200 bucks to a home less person or for a good deed than to be "robbed" by these petty people.

HONEST Shampoo + Body Wash, Conditioner Review Apricot Kiss

 Anime Steph?!

The following review is for HONEST's deeply nourishing shampoo + body wash and conditioner. I wanted to look for a gentle baby wash for my makeup brushes while I was shopping at Whole Food's. I came across these and liked the scent (apricot kiss), so I decided to give them a try. The scent is very light, nothing artificial or overwhelming. I have slowly switched over to natural products over the last two years. (I DO NOT use everything natural FYI. Maybe 70% of my products are) When you take the time to read labels, you will be surprised when kind of SHIT gets added into your products. It is almost like you're paying these companies to kill you slowly. -___-;;; I was not a chemistry major, but I have completed college level chemistry and organic chemistry classes. Furthermore, you can ALWAYS find reliable and sited sources on this topic online nowadays. All these filler compounds or ingredients to cut costs. Okay let's get back onto the topic. There isn't as much moisture as I expected, but I have damaged hair. My hair did feel soft after and this set definitely felt gentle on my color treated hair. There isn't anything "WOW" about these two products, and I probably wouldn't repurchase in the future. It costs 13 bucks each, which is almost as much as Shu Uemura's color lustre sulfate-free brilliant glaze shampoo. (6 buck difference) I have been a huge fan of Shu Uemura's hair line. If you just want a gentle shampoo for yourself, your infant or makeup brushes, I'd say give it a try and it smells wonderful. For those who have dry hair, I'd say skip it instead.

Coolest bed

 Kotatsu bed omg.. so cool!