Tired as fuck

I finally cried again yesterday after not crying for almost a week. I miss you so much. I still think of you daily... I don't want to forget about you. I purposely didn't vacuum her "usual" spots before she passed. =(

My normal routine in college was...

Morning 8:00 - 12:00 Classes (I always preferred morning classes unless only night was offered for that class)

12:00 - 2:00 Lunch and hangout 

2:00 - 4:00 More classes

5:00 - 10:00 Work

10:00 - 2 or 4:00AM Party. Hit up clubs or parties with friends whatever so.

 Next day...

Everything REPEATS or minor changes to my schedule depending if I work or not. I would only sleep for a few hours and go to school. I wouldn't feel as tired or require an energy drink or coffee.

If there wasn't a party or what not, I would go home and study etc until 3:00AM or 4 sometimes usually, then sleep a few hours and back to school. If you asked me to do the same things, I think I'd DIE. Lol. Anyway, I went to a casino that was a few hours away. I didn't get there until it was close to 1:30AM. I thought the casino should be serving drinks still, but their cut off time was 1:15AM. It is usually 2AM if you want to buy alcohol. After the two hour drive, I was super tired and took a nap before going back down around 4:30AM. I went to sleep around 6:30, then woke up after a few hours to drive home. It reminded me of my college days, I didn't think I'd be able to drive back so quickly. Man.. old age is catching up LOL. I ain't even that old, but that's what happens when you don't party anymore.